What would you do when you know all is not well, you are approaching late 40s or 50 yrs have a good family, but you are not happy, have no good prospects of money coming in (yani uko broke) and time is flying and you can’t compete any more with Generation Y. You are frustrated and think there is something out there that you need to have or something along the way you lost and desperately want to get it. You have no clue how to go back or even how to move forward because there are serious consequences which you are afraid of facing. The idea of not willing to face them makes you ache in your stomach it makes you want to scream and cry so loudly coz you feel you are in a trap and you are sinking and sinking fast.
The other thing is that you are a man and as a man you need to keep put and need to work it out, can’t let your wife know that you no longer love her you don’t want to be in the marriage, you seriously need a plan, but you don’t have one. You know you don’t make her happy and she even thinks she does not make you happy and you both know this marriage is not just right things are not right and it pains you so hard that you can’t face the truth and do something about it.
Since you were a child you always knew your way around things you were sharp and had a very strong 6th sense, and an intuition that made you see and do things differently. You were a different child your mum thought you are just naughty and disobedient lakini you were just unique and loved your way, your freedom and independence. The sad thing is that your mum didn’t understand you and she could beat you so that ukae line and be like the others, and even when you excelled she thought it was not your effort. You have so much talent and you are so bright but it has not worked for you, you have been struggling and not making money, the money you make is for paying debts, your age mates have passed you and even pple younger than you are ahead, you are really sinking and you are unable to cry out for help.
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